Doubt

I will never be able to paint a painting again! How can I believe I’m an artist, a painter? I better stop it now, immediately! I’m sitting in my studio. With on-going paintings everywhere. And all of them are horrid!

Ah, I’m in that place where I doubt myself. I have to hold on to, and trust, that this is totally natural. This happens when you are ready for the next stage. When transformation takes place. Trust. Trust. Trust.

The new thing for me might be to use the same process as when I’m painting look inside paintings in my leadership development program. It might be a way out from this horrible place...

Be in the now. Meditate. Listen inwards. Follow the guiding I receive.